I have been keeping this little list of place I would like to go. Place’s I have got to see be for I die such spots like Belize , Paris , Egypt and Africa . I would love to say that I will defiantly end up at these destinations but life and I get in the way. Last night I watched Eat Pray Love staring Julie Roberts what stayed with me after when do I start to truly live. When will I get out of my own way and truly start living for myself. The past few years have been about everyone but my self. It’s been about me trying to make everyone else around me happy. While dropping my happiness by the waste side and making sure everyone else is happy, health and safe.
I am constantly being told by my sister that I never treat myself. Never do things for myself to make me happy. I worry about the price and what I can do with the cash for the girls or a bill. I have been cheating myself by not doing things that I truly would like. As if I am promised tomorrow I am not so I can no longer keep pushing off today for tomorrow. I have started to slowly change myself for not feeling guilty for taking time for my own happiness. What I did learn last night from watching Eat Pray Love some times we just need to step out of our own shadows and live. Life moves so quickly I can not continue put off things that I want, places I would like to go or trying new things. I want to be defined as more then a good mother!
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