OK so it is 21 days to Christmas and my feelings is Hum Bog!!!! Yes I know crazy for a self-appointed Christmas freaking freaky elf. Christmas has been my favorite Holiday forever and as the years go by and I become older I just seem to become a Grinch. I look at my year and go what the hell have I accomplished and this year is just living. Not living as in I accomplished my goal of a new job, improved my income and have improved the world in some way. NO just living!!! Still working two jobs, still not happy with the job I am at and trying to hold on to my sanity while dealing with health issues in my family.
I am happy that we all are alive to see this year’s Christmas. I enjoyed spending Thanksgiving with my family and just enjoy family. I learned that no matter what family will prop you up and help you no matter what. True friends will give you support in your darkest hour or when you have hit rock bottom. I am looking for my inner Christmas elf so that I can make it through December and running into 2013 looking for improvement.
I cannot change others but I sure as heck can improve myself. Complaining, cursing the world and blaming everyone in your path get you to the same place that you are. Working on me and removing me from unhappy situations is all that I can do. So bring on the Holidays what I have accomplished in the two weeks since Thanksgiving is to buy the most important gifts on my list for two very important little people in my life. At this point what doesn’t get purchase will have to wait until 2013. What most important at this time is me trying to find a little seasonal happiness enjoying family and true friends.
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