Destruction of Plan A

OK its time to destroy Plan A of my life it is not like it has been on the right track. Nothing that I have planned for my future has turned out quite right. Plans of my youth, college days or the early days after graduation have turned out any way near what I wanted. My life track has fallen off the track and has just run wild doing its own thing. As go through my 12 step plan of rearranging my life I need to look within and follow my heart.

I was asked this amazing question that through my world into a kilter!!! What is my Plan B if what I have planned doesn’t go quite perfect! Honestly nothing I have planned has gone perfect. My life seems to be a Plan B. I do know that I want to help young people in my community. Complaining about how young people are turning out doesn’t help volunteering and getting out and spending time with them. That may just be what a young person needs to help change the path of there life. I am looking for organizations at this time were I will be able to help out and you never know make a difference.

I took the time out of a Sunday afternoon late in October to volunteer with my daughter at the Avon Breast Cancer Walk. It touched me to watch Survivors both, men, and women, family’s, friends and groups of people come together to fight this disease. The face of breast cancer fills the spectrum it can take a whole of anyone. I was touched, and changed by there courage and they offered thank you for us giving a few hours of our time on a Sunday. It’s amazing how we can affect others or they can touch us. I think my daughter was a bit inspired to be able to talk to different people and hand them a tee shirt. She enjoyed it and I think they enjoyed us.

My Plan B is on the way to changing my life completely! I look forward to this path I am venturing on! As I redefine myself and destroy the old. Maybe not destroy but rework who I am! I am still looking within because I am not sure who the hell I am! I am on my way to finding who I am and yes I will continue to share with the world the destruction of Plan A and the Plan to find myself.