Destruction of the lack of Confidence

I know that my lack of confidence in myself has held me back from going after my dreams. My lack of confidence has held me back and sealed myself into a box. As if there is nothing more to me or what I can accomplish but small things. It’s so not true I have so much more to offer the world then what I have so far. I always here to be happy and succeed in life is to do what you love the most. It comes down to what I love the most. Is a word I love words they can convey such emotion, tell story’s draw pictures in the mind, suck you, and may even change your life. Its time to jump start my confidence level, from how I dress, to were I plan on going in life, and just not to be scared to live life.

Per Merriam-Webster Dictionary it’s a feeling or consciousness of one’s powers or of reliance on one’s circumstances. I need to find my powers and rely on it to help change my life. Reviewing scores of magazines monthly looking to see what is new or the latest fashion. The cover that has stuck in my mind this month is the cover of the November 2010 issue of Marie Claire with Victoria Beckham. The form Spice Girl just glows with confidence, and amazing style. I stopped, stared, look for the article on Victoria Beckham to reading her story. I could have also been intrigued by the fierce leopard print coat she was wearing! Either which way she has become one of my go to women to try and find my inner confidence when it comes to fashion, when it comes to were I am going. I have to find what I am really good at and not dwell on what I am not.

We all do it down ourselves on what we can not do. The word cannot, should never be part of our vocabulary. If tell my children that they should never tell me that they can not do something! Then there is no excuse for me to ever use the words in what I would like to accomplish in life. Things that are worth having in life should be worth taking a leap of faith and just do it. Victoria Beckham has helmed her fashion senses and looks perfect every time she steps out. She knows what she is good at and what she is not this she has spun into her own fashion line. We all have something that we are amazing at it should be what we share with the world.

Myself I feel that I have the gift of gab….verbal, written, I love to share my thoughts and opinion. Over the years I have learned to temper my feelings and attempt to give more neutral opinions. I still keep little journals were I write everything, poems, grocery list, to do list and ideas. I hope that I am able to one day soon take that leap of faith and share with the world what I am good at.