I Can Do Better

I have been viben to Drake's "Marvin's Room" for the past couple of months along with the host of remix's that cropped up. I am guessing it was the beat and what seems like the drunken rant of lover perhaps heartbroken. I am older so I have been there done that mind set that enjoy this song, the beat is melodic, some of the lyrics are laughable, sad but understandable of the emotions of being left behind by a lover. When you are young everything just seems so intense, so beautiful just like the perfect fit as if it will last forever.

Damn it hurts at times when you put in time, emotion, and love into a relationship to watch it just crumble and fall apart. Emotions run high enough to make you do things that you normal would not do offering up emotions, sexual pleasures, pleading for another chance just to keep a person that does not want to be a part of your life. At times we forget a relationship is two people who come together because of an attraction be it physical, emotional, spiritual or common interest. Importantly it is a mutual connection that has brought two people together.

This attraction might grow as you grow as a couple or it may fizzle out due to temporary infatuation. Break ups happen for different reasons I always think that it was my fault like the world is all about me! What is it about me that was not worth loving that I would get left behind with my broken heart? It has nothing to do with you at times it maybe about what the other person in the relationship needs at that time. We forgot that it is a relationship its two people. The other person has their own needs, emotions, dreams, and goals to accomplish in life. At that time I just did not fit into there life and their life goals. Maybe they could not see themselves in my life's goals and dreams. It is hard to understand that a person can do better then us or perhaps we are just not the right puzzle piece to that other person.

No matter what part of your self you offer during a drunken or even a sober call begging for another chance will not change the other persons mind. If they do it would only be a temporary fix for something that might not be fixable. In the end do we really want someone who does not want to be with us the way that we would like them to? They have just freed us for true soulful love. Love doesn’t get any easier as we get older it just seems to evolve. For the record my two favorite cover remix's of "Marvin's Room" is by two young Artists who are just growing up quickly JoJo and Sammie you can also take a listen to Teyana Taylor along with Chris Brown.