I original started out with a different blog this morning. After a conversation with someone who is extremely important in my life and I could hear the hurt and disappoint in their voice. I decide to go a different route with what I have been holding a long time within me! As a parent I am trying so hard not to scare my children for life. I am learning to real listen, attempting to control my angry and just learn to enjoy my children and what they bring to my life. As a parent it is so easy to hurt your child either unintentional or intentional.
I swear my mother intentional goes for the juggler when she feels you are not living up to her level of expectations. Sometimes I wonder if she could hand pick her children would we make the cut! Personal I have worked so hard to make my mother proud of me and accept some of my choices in life. It just seems so hard for her to let go and accept that I am adult raising to girls the best way I feel fit. I used to want so much to make her proud I would have done anything in the end I hurt myself the most. Putting myself on the limb and not being true to myself.
To all those that find themselves in the same predicament I say put yourself first. Do what makes you happy, love who makes you happy set goals for yourself and accomplish them. Yes are parents want what is best for there children but sometimes they way that they go about it hurts more. You have got to live life to the fullest, do things that make you happy and find love that is true and non hurtful. Perhaps in the end that parental acceptance will come around before it is too late.
To my bestie just live your life, find your sexy, take care of your physical and emotional health. Start fulfilling all that is on your bucket list. Remember that there are a number of people who love you and accept you for your beautiful heart and soul. Start living your dreams no longer worrying what others think it is all about you!
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